Just Sad

Im the worst cause nobody chooses to see the good in me
My flaws arent invisible to anybody though
everybody sees them crystal clear
Pointing them out time and time over again
My self esteem is really not that high anymore
over the years I have seemed to love myself less and less
Forgetting that I matter self destructing and shutting down
walking away that`s how I go through most of my days full of emotions ready to burst inn the most dangerous way
Nothing I do is good enough for any of you I do not know know why i try
I guess because I love you all no matter how far you all push me down