Misunderstood

Nobody understands me not even you I hate that I love you I wish it was easier to let go of you everything that`s big to me is so small to you I am not saying we wont disagree but dammit sometimes can you just understand and see how it spins hurt through my heart and soul I am not whining about these things because i enjoy it nooooo I am hurting from it I am going crazy over you ruining myself losing my mind I want us to be happy but you shut me down each time for how you feel things should be too make this work and how things you do are not unacceptable in your eyes unconditional love is loving me no matter if we have a few bad days no matter the issue we should give constant love and nothing less of just that I am tired of all the twists and turns listen to me as I should you. With an open mind so we can finally just explore our peaceful sides, reconnect on old levels i get joyful just thinking about how better we could be