Silence

Silence is a freaky thing
Its not healthy to have more than enough time to think
Old memories come along
Ya think about people you regret ever meeting
All your demons eventually come out giving you worry and doubt or a fight if your feeling up to that
Silence can be beautiful as well but for me its hell
I have to make noise or turn on some jams silence makes me crazy
My mind wishes to have control and silence gives it the power to do so
But i cant control it even im functioning normally my mind plays tricks on me creeping things i should not be thinking in to my day
Making me make myself angry
I am not giving in though to have control I must first fight for it and conquer all those demons from my life
I choose to let them do they as they please because fighting them I am not ready for
I just ignore them until silence comes along then they take all my sanity and run