Something over me!

As I sleep I feel something over me.

Is it you? The one I lost from my womb. I still grieve you.

It’s sometimes suppressing , could it be death making his mark that counts my days down? 

Neutral is the energy. I can’t tell if I am just dreaming or if something is truly there sitting on me.

Angels have never come to visit me before I doubt there`s one over me. This energy is inevitable, it’s personal. Darkness mixed with the daylight. It is hot and cold. It sends a shiver to my soul which awakes me. Startles me into a panic. As I sleep I feel something over me.