Achieve those goals!

I am in school for Healthcare Management, at UMA. I think I started November of 2017. Anyway my student adviser is always sending me emails, congratulating me (I am a straight A student!), or with words of encouragement. Today she sent one with this image:

So now I am passing it along! I get emotional about this, because for me this has been a long journey. I am still not where I want to be, I am still down under the glacier with the discipline and disappointment, the FAILURE is the worst of it, everything on the bottom of that glacier nobody knows about. They do not see what I am doing to, get where I am trying to go. It is stressful, and sometimes you really feel like giving up is the best option. Think again though, it really is the worst option. Keep pushing on everyone, set your goals and achieve them no matter what they are. Nobody has to know or see your struggle. What does a diamond do when it is cleaned off? SHINE BABY! and that is what  you are going to do. Shine when you finally reach your destination, your glowing already!

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SEASON 4 FINNA BE SO DOPE! WALKING DEAD TELLTALE SERIES!

OMG I know I have not posted in almost an week, but I saw these and had to share my excitement. This game has been my favorite since I fell in love with Clementine during season 1 with Lee. I will definitely be waiting for it`s release later this year. Clem is grown and on a journey that I feel is going to be much like her first one with Lee ( I AM STILL HEART BROKEN OVER LEE!) She has AJ and it seems she is taking on the world with him. Now if the game will take off starting how I finished the last episode of season 3 I believe my Clementine will be somewhere near the New Frontier, I told her to bring AJ back when she finds him. I can not wait to see I swear I am so excited! Aj seems to have grown as well I am very interested to see what type of child he is and hopefully a scene or two may be through his eyes so we feel his emotions as well. I keep reading that there are unscripted zombie attacks, that is really going to make nerves jump a bit.  I am a pussy when it comes to those ugly things lol…. But over all everything I am reading and see about this game just makes me wish it was out like yesterday but that is part of the gamer blues.

I`ll be posting more through this week, I have a bit of free time or at least I think I do lol!

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I hated the ending!

Either I am slow or I really just hated this game and ending, I was confused the whole game. I was not sure what the fuck type of animal was kicking my ass either! The story kept going and going though, what I did get was that. The boy found whatever he needed to finish his mothers painting through the Kings story. The king appears after so long and talks to you apparently we are playing the game within his dream and the boy is painting over all of his work he did in his city.

I did love throwing paint balls everywhere and the growing vines were fun at first until you do not know which end to follow and get lost. I never understood the sharks or where the water in the bottom of the town even came from. All over the game is a time killer, but not my favorite or choice of game ever again. I am a sucker for games in this nature, an I  am always the sucker in the end lol because the game is just not at all what I thought it would be or it`s just bullshit like this one in my opinion.

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About A week with less sweets!

On a journey here trying to consume less fatty things and sweet chocolate gooey candy that I love so fucking much…. Lets not mention the hard driven work out I have been attempting along the way. Now the first day I was weak like a little bitch, I could not resist my daily sweets. Then I felt bad so the next day I monitored what I consumed, and started THINKING about eating healthy. I figure well maybe I should ease myself into it. I have never been the one to enjoy fruits and veggies. Over the years I have not ventured far from the old corn, peas, and string beans. I started eating carrots willingly and found myself enjoying spinach more than I thought I would. I won`t even touch on the subject of fruits I just can not stand to eat them. I am more liable to drink a smoothie first. Speaking of drinks UGH no more soda or juice! I am really on water and one cup of coffee a day. I had to go buy some crystal light for taste lol….

Buy anyways, so far through this first week. I am focused on eating three main meals, with nuts and berries for snacks. I am exercising daily today is my rest day so I am definitely going to exercise tomorrow. But for now we will see if I progress to more healthy eating or fail in the temptation I am facing everyday.

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Just a conversation

Everyday in the mist of everything in my life, that is stressing me out or has my time occupied. In the back of my mind of I stress about writing, everyday just like anything else. Ever since I could remember in school, writing was my favorite subject I always scored high when it came to using my imagination. Which is why I wonder how could I be so stuck when it comes to writing now. I still write something everyday, I love doing it. I mostly writing with pen and paper because I enjoy it most the old fashion way. Finishing a poem is nothing, but I can not finish a book to save my life. Has something sucked my soul out of writing? is my mind no longer my best friend? or The escape I always need? I am just in my feelings, but I am still aiming to get it right. I really do not know what else to do with my life, I think about writing so much to the point where it is need in my life. With out it I probably would never express myself, everything I have ever went through in my life of 24 years. I have written about most of it, just to get it off my chest. I sometimes write my prayers to god. When I am feeling guilt or know I have made a bad decision I write my feelings about it down. It is just in me to express me through whatever words I can choke up. But this is something I probably have to leave in the Lords hands, he knows what my heart wants, and what my hands desire to do I am focused on a lot of things right now. Maybe right now just is not the time, for my life to go in that direction just yet. But who knows what tomorrow brings, I am going to stay positive and keep writing. I can only hurt myself by refusing not to write anymore. 🙂 Thank you for reading!