Bite my tongue

When you say we’re done. I bite my tongue. I don’t want us to be undone. Its unrealistic. Time binded is, the difficult parts helped us grow.

I bite my tongue….That pain is more tolerable.

Crazy….

I`d rather look crazy?

Because you don’t understand.

You do not care to understand.

Was I crazy before you did some fuck shit?

You made me look crazy doing fuck shit.

My mind is idle.

Silenced.

And I am crazy?!

My mind checked out way before now.

Being with you is crazy of me.

The fact that loved existed inside of me for you.

Is crazy!

I`d rather look crazy because jealousy is ugly.

On the real…

Crazy is a cop out.

You use it to put the fault on me.

Say less

I’ll say less.

So you can say more.

Maybe the silence will bring us close.

That doesn’t give me hope.

There is no next time, once this is over.

I’ll say less.

So you can say more.

I’m giving you a chance you don’t deserve.

Time

Time doesn’t heal things. It makes space for change. I am never for it.

I miss the days, I knew how to relax.

Time makes me so impatient.

Time makes me insane.

Leaves me to think.

I want not to relate to anything.

Time is a mistake, counting every moment.

Embedding each part into our mind. 

Time passing is just change.

We adapt to living with pain.

Wack!

I always come back. This shit is so wack. Why are you holding my heart like that? Just give it back.

This time will be the last. Why come back? This time we’ll be different. This shit is a mirror. Never knew we’d end up like this. One day I won’t come back. You’ll miss that.