Take me

Take away the fear, take away the tears. Take away all of me, so I can heal. Shower me in love, shade the hate. I’m calling from a desperate place. I’ve been gone too long. Revive me back to life.

Never been so down.

This darkness scares the light.

Take me…

Take me…

I need to be freed.

This is misery.

Anyone hear my final plea?

Dirty

Barely made it. Im so triggered by your face I fucking hate it. Your friend is cute. I might chill with him instead of you. You in your feelings?… Cry me a river. This is suicide you did me dirty. Now I’m dirty…

Like you I am dirty. Put your hands and your anger down. Don’t scream you got no place for that. This is my kitty cat it was loyal to you. It purred for you. Now she’s having fun this is that get back vibe. Like you told me, you’ll be alright.

How Deep….

Its like leaping, from the highest cliff I could find. The never ending feeling of falling. On going for eternity, that’s how deep this is. A bottomless pit, hard to forget. My heart beats rapidly, every time this person is near. I leap, that’s how deep my love is. I don’t think about it, I do it. Each time we’re making love. We go deep, slowly ironically. Like the leap I take from how you love me and how I love you. That’s how deep my love is.

Prattle

I prattle to myself, because I’m attentive to myself. If I prattle to others, their response is none other than I am crazy. I understand myself. If I google how to be a better me. I can lecture myself. On me I depend for everything. Prattling to myself keeps me sane.

You!

I missed you while in your presence. Something about you just didn’t seem right. I tried to be your safe haven. You threw rocks at me. I missed you you while watching you. That’s sickening, it’s heart wrenching. You checked out on yourself including everyone else. I miss you!

Come back friend.