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Like water rolling in the ocean. I can push you out, then pull you back in. My love remains the same. You push me out, I find a way back in. Each time there’s more conditions. No one is perfect. Ideally we see and hear what we want to. We hurt the ones we love than expect them to still obtain love the same.
How?
I’ve seen things. I still see unique things. Naturally I see the beauty in everything. I wish to no longer see the tyranny. That would be searching, for unrealistic things. Only the real I must see. That means searching through the darkness to see all things light shines on.
Forgiving is for me. To melt the negativity away. Anger is to heavy to carry. Along with hate, regret, time lost, feelings felt. Anything that involves you and I is to heavy to carry. Scary to release and be released. Everything happens in sequence for a reason. Dark days bring brighter ones. This thing with you is temporary too. Among the sky the most high shall choose your consequence.
From the beginning I knew how abandonment felt.
Never had I experienced the trauma that struck this girl.
Until love struck.
The trauma makes me love wrong, even though I feel it’s right.
Holding on tight.
Makes me controlling!
I love really hard.
People misunderstand it.
They all abandon me their backs to my eyes family, old friends, and lovers.
Now my circle is zip lock tight. I only put people out.
Abandonment issues.
I don’t miss any of you!
~AnnAerB Jones~
I am currently in a bubble of depression my fiance cheated on me so I am a mess I have no new material right now and just trying to figure out what I am doing next….. I am the only one suffering from this situation mentally and physically it may be awhile before I post
AnnAerB Jones 