Big girls don’t cry.

Lies!

Crying helps when nobody will be strong for me.

Those days my face shows joy, despite being deeply being beaten inside.

Crying is my remedy.

For all the girly womanly things nobody cares to ask or offer concern about.

My tears are my comfort

Big girls cry too.

We’re just better at hiding it.

Big girls don’t cry.

Lies!

Crying helps when nobody will be strong for me.

Those days my face shows joy, despite being deeply being beaten inside.

Crying is my remedy.

For all the girly womanly things nobody cares to ask or offer concern about.

My tears are my comfort

Big girls cry too.

We’re just better at hiding it.

Freestyle writing

You had me. I was an addict. A fanatic. Eyes big like a kid eyeing candy. Too much for you. I’m too much for you? Never the less you always stayed. We were supposed to be together. Ride into the sunset at the end of the movie. Instead you left. Like an old house you abandoned me. Acting as if you have no feelings for me. Keep it real…. We were the two that made one now there is none. I’m so gone.

I am

Rolling dope. I have no hope.

He uh… Uttered I was childish. So I don’t act like an adult.

I need you on your knees. An hour passed now I’m too hard to please.

Rolling dope. With no hope.

Too much sin in me. No I am not the devil. Really hard to handle. I’m demented.

Still rolling dope. I have no hope. I can only be myself.