The room

I heard echoes in the other room. So I filled it up with meaningless things. The windows were opened.

For a moment I felt happiness flowing through.

Betrayal shut them. It’s stuffy in here again. Now I just ignore it.

That door stays closed.

Secretive

Mysteriously unknown.                               

Silently, keeping in everything.                                            Those lips only open for smokes. I want to know the things your eyes do not tell. I’ve read your eyes. You keep lies in your eyes, too distract me from everything you keep locked inside your mind. Make me understand. I want to share the pain that lies in your heart.

Free writing

Uninspired, drowned in desire. UNHEARD… Sewed my mouth shut. SCREAMING!… while so. You wonder how so because you do not know my pain. There’s a playground in my head that I do not get to play on. It’s dark and I am running through it blind folded. Enduring pain, hearing voices that sound like me yelling for help.

You just think I’m crazy. Don’t you?

*Walks away*

Secretive

Mysteriously unknown. Silently, keeping in everything. Those lips only open for smokes. I want to know the things your eyes do not tell. I’ve read your eyes. You keep lies in your eyes, too distract me from everything you keep locked inside your mind. Make me understand. I want to share the pain that is lies in your heart.

The room

I heard echoes in the other room. So I filled it up with meaningless things. The windows were opened.

For a moment I felt happiness flowing through.

Betrayal shut them. It’s stuffy in here again. Now I just ignore it.

That door stays closed.