I believe I have shared before, that I am on my new spiritual journey. I have been mostly studying and making different changes in my life before today. Before today! I was getting used to the idea. Seeing how this new religion would fit in my life. At this point a work in progress. I handle my anger a bit differently, I am controlling my emotions and reactions much better. Silence is even becoming part of my norm slowly. But OH! JUST NOW, I did what I had been putting off, saying I was not ready to do . I finally MEDITATED, no force. The positive meditation music flew in my ears. At first I was trying to multi task and just listen to the OM sound. I quickly fell into a trans that had me feeling overly satisfied. My eyes closed I pushed the computer back, relaxed every muscle. The next thing surprised me, I was elevated, my mind was free of everything none of my unwanted thoughts could break it. I was swimming in my mind of peace back stroking in the silence I smiled yes I SMILED I have been trying to do that for years. Simply CLEAR MY MIND I hate that i LIVE in a prison of thoughts and worry. Passed events, future what if`s everything but the present. It felt so good I feel SO GOOD! I had to share I believe with much more meditation and studying a better way of life I will reach enlightenment too!
If you are reading thank you!
AnnAerB Jones 