This morning….

I dreaded getting out of my slumber. doesn’t matter why. All that matters is…. After sighing I got up and was thankful for my day. 😊 I am at work now pushing through the day looking forward to getting off at three…. ⌚ Studying is on the agenda today. I am trying to get out of customer service into the medical field of billing and coding. I already have a degree in health care management. But that was not enough too get in the door. Lol… I Just wanted to share a post…. What are you up to today?

Faded

I`m highly faded it`s hard to describe just makes me think.

 I still see you everyday this is not just word play I miss you, I need you. I`ll admit it was dumb of me too think there was anybody that could compete with you. I`m sorry. I say that too myself of course. Because your off with someone new sometimes I wonder if I show my face. Never mind that`s just cliche. I`m faded could`ve been my misses. I can make you my mistresses just joking. I know your a token funny how a joke can be found in misery. That shows me I`m not completely broken love does that too as great as it is love is not a friend. Which is why I have scars like the ones I gave to her.

Free writing 6/5

Running, panting out of breathe.

I hear them coming.

My thoughts are shouting at me.

Run, runaway they`ll kill you!

I`ve committed a serious offense.

I heard them shouting.

“Off with her head!”

Why me?

Why this day?

One bad choice, now I must flee with nowhere to turn.

There`s a body lying somewhere.

Run, just run.

Stopping is suicide.