There’s

Nothing better than revival I keep getting pushed down and getting right back up!

Been gone now I am back!

Anyone out there still following me? Lol I’m joking!….

Long I been gone, couldn’t shuffle through my mindset on my own. At first, I was just giving up. No more hope, all was lost. But once again I prevail, with new ideas along with some hope.

I want to take all the credit, that would be lying though. While my mind is my own,  there’s always a voice that’s so faint. I hear it each time through all the non ssense on my mind.

Sometimes I think I fall down on purpose just to hear it. It’s always an idea or something positive I need to hear. Just to get me going again. Everyday that I wake up, writing is the only topic I constantly think of. It is all I want to do. Until my hands are no more able to write, I won’t be able to stop.

God never forces himself on you, he allows you to serve him at your will. But that doesn’t mean he won’t, come to you in your time of need either. I have been telling myself, “just stop writing.”  “You are no good.” “Give up, and let it go.”

HOW? HOW? HOW!!!!!!!

When it is the only thing in your life that you fucking do right. Since I learned in writing class (elementary school), how to put a story and a poem together. I have been in love ever since, several people in my family contributed to taking their time to inspire me.  Strangers I do not know, on several occasions have talked to me about my gift. Because they see it in me. They see that want to succeed.

I have fresh material and a lot on my mind. This may just be my breaking point, to stop easily getting so discouraged. Nothing comes without struggle in my life, dedication and hard work will be my motto!

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