So I heard it through grape vine, people are talking baby. You not looking so hot.
I always knew. It was far in the back of my mind.
But I have to admit I knew.
There has been a few times, I sat alone and stewed. What is frustrating me the most, is your lack of respect you have for your self.
Nothing boggles me more, then when someone does not live up to their full potential. Everyone else views you as a what they see physically.
The view I get is much different, I know you.
The real you, the beautiful you.
I have seen you at your best, and I have accepted you at your worse.
Who else stuck around, when shit got real in your life instead of theirs?
I already know the answer, on the inside I am praying that you do too.
Hearing such things about you, would normally send me to come looking for you.
Desperate to save you.
That bad cycle is at an end, whatever I hear through grapevine next time.
Will not trouble my heart.